possibly at the lowest point i’ve ever been in my life. made a fool of myself and ruined too many friendships for you. i cant believe i even accepted your apology in the first place, i feel sick thinking about you. let alone the fact that you were 6 years older than me. and you know what the worst part is? you said you loved me, and i believed you.
on the brightside im going to see my mum today, shes only been away for 3 days but i miss her heaps.